DECEMBER,2012

Oh God! What a hectic schedule it has been this month........I really feel glad that finally, I am feeling happier than before...The last 4 months were simply the most devastating for me....No classes,wandering in the ward for the whole day but no one to teach us there...Then,after returning home, eating and sleeping were the only two things I did wid all my dedication...Don't know how much weight I have put on during these months...But finally, when this year is going to end, I feel rejuvenated and spirited....At the onset of 2012,I was so afraid thinking that we all might be finished once and for all....Infact,I had many plans for 20th december thinking that I won't get chance to do all those things the next day after..........But these last 4 months were a strange lesson 4 me,when I had literally no work to do....during those episodes,I just felt what the hell is my life!I had no fear for death, no interest to live coz I really could not trace out the reason behind my survival......Coz I know everybody takes birth for a specific purpose.........And then came december......I just thought to publish a post before 21st....May be,after that this column remains empty forever.........But I wanted it to present in a different way...I don't know why but I really feel so happy this month, no fear what's going to happen next...After all, this tear wasb so different.....all kinds of experiences.....altough most were painful but this last onth of the year was (infact 'is' as 23 days are stil remaining)most refreshing....It was just a lesson.... that life has just to move on be it on a the smooth highway or a kaccha road........Just enjoy the way its moving... and then we would have no idea how time passes.........Just like the lines of "THE ODE TO THE WEST WIND" i.e."If winter comes, Can spring be far behind?" Really, thats the essence of life...This month, I was so busy with all intercollege literary comps including poems, debates, essays, painting,dance, projects and finally my long cherished dream...A research work under INDIAN COUNCIL OF MEDICAL RESEARCH... I am just simply excited for our annual function starting from tomorrow and then a breathless and tireless effort for my research paper....Frankly, work, study are the best part of our life...We don't get time to think about our sorrows or mourn over them...And one thing which I learnt all these months that life has a lot of challenges for us..We need to just face it,however heavy blow it may be... Just stay determined, chalk out your boundaries and work dedicatedly and leave rest on destiny...I guess, It exists...When I met the blind school students for the first time,it became a turning point of my life...I felt we get depressed over li'l things or study pressure...But when they ran towards me to give me a hug, I just could not imagine how gregarious they are...Even after losing the most valuable thing of their lives,they are ready to share their happiness wid all...Then why can,t we?That was the day I really decided to change the style of my life...I planned a versatile framework for my life and I guess its working...This is just a free advice for my readers that u all just try to laugh atleast one day on all idiotic and stupid things...I assure you, you 'ld notice a change within you for sure...And most importantly, LIVE FOR OTHERS,SACRIFICE YOUR DREAMS FOR OTHERS AND THEN YOU WOULD FEEL THERE IS NO REGRET IN THE LIFE...This line is the essence of my love of life....that's my profession and coincidentally this is also the meaning of my name............HUH! wrote a lot....OOps... lot of works pending...BYE 2012 and my readers ........Hope, I would wid something better to tell u if on 22nd december,The Sun rises..........